I've decided this journal is dead.
No more raynarain

I'm starting over.
scotch_and_sofa
So classy.

I don't intend to censor my thoughts anymore.

And a new journal will hopefully weed out the people who read my nonsense and don't say anything. Add me if you want to read more of my nonsense.

Good bye part 1.

stefanie.

I went to a bar that used to be 'The Manhole' to celebrate St. Patrick's Day...kinda. Drinks were too expensive and their drag kings were singing terrible songs ( Read more... )

I neglect writing things down too much ( Read more... )

Oscar festivities went well. Sophia won for best screenplay! Lord of the Rings won everything else...pretty much. Which I don't disagree with, but it got old watching everyone from New Zealand accept awards. Charlize Theron won for best actress. Monster was an amazing movie ( Read more... )

Went to The Gossip with Anitra last night. She bought me drinks to make up for being late and making me wait out in the cold ( Read more... )

I have an extra ticket to see The Gossip this Friday at the Bottom Lounge. It's free to whoever wants to go with. The show is 21+.
It makes me sad to waste a ticket. For all you random people that read this, go to the gossip!

Plus you get to see Beth Ditto rock her hotness.
That's right.

( Read more... )

New icon ( Read more... )

The weekend is over. I went to the wake and funeral. Everything seems a lot more final now. My mom said it and it made me cry because she was crying. I saw a lot of people who I am supposedly related to, and had an older woman who I didn't know come up to me and pull down the back of my shirt to look at my tattoo, at my grandmother's wake. It felt ( Read more... )

I'm at Jill's apartment in Urbana. We got here last night after a stop in Chicago where Jill's car slid all over the ice in the parking lot in front of my apartment. My landlord hasn't put salt down or shoveled snow because he's an asshole, so we figured out a way to make her car go over the icy hill with cat litter that i scooped out of Becky's ( Read more... )

I don't feel life changing as these events take place as the years pass. I realize more that you are just growing closer to death the older you get. How bitterly evil that thought is. I don't feel as jaded as that sounds. I want to do more than just take up room on this planet full of useless people. Everyday seems like a routine; just barely ( Read more... )