These are turbulent times and I am refraining from the addiction of the drift that yields to no return. I see the swamp calling me by my name at night, its waters anxious to embrace me, the crocodiles ready to dismember me. No No No.....Not on my watch. 

Recently in response to our successful shows in Bakersfield my bandmate Carlos tells me jokingly that I'm the new Jonathon Davis of Bakersfield. it took me a minute to process the irony of this statement although I was flattered. I grew up in a shitty boring town in Northern California, I would take the bus listening to Korn on my cd player. I must ( Read more... )

Be a real criminal and stop being a virtual one.

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this musical exchange between you and I

they are clues to exactly
what is going on
in one another's head.

Here comes the train, pained and wailing
Eye focused on you warily, but still unblinking
Is this the one I'm supposed to bring?
For this next journey, endless and complex
Injuries you'll never be prepared to dress
A hundred stops you'll sleep away
Then wake to wish you hadn't and
You take your time packing light
I never could comprehend
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Even if you deny their existence, you cannot infect me with your pathogens. I have evolved immune to them and their strains a long time ago.

I was your prodigy once; I was once your proud beloved creation. Sculpted from the Master's design constantly reshaped to your liking, a symbol of your vanity as the final form that is assumed mirrors your own. The face of shock I cannot forget the day I turned against you. Now what will you do? And I can't answer to your Mommy complex, these tits ( Read more... )

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I feel powerless in the vice grip of your arms, When you kiss me it feels like I'm being devoured.

Hedonophobia (an excessive and persistent fear of pleasure.)