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[raynne]

i'm thinking seriously about quitting my job.
not the photography work, but the retail.
i find myself increasingly feeling cruddy and something in that building makes my allergies act up.
the work its self is fine, i enjoy it
but the people suck, management on down and the stress affects my blood sugar horribly and leaves me tired and un-energetic in

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for what its worth..

[hopechestheart]

do what will make you happy..

i love you.. and im happy to hear that you had such a good time..

Re: for what its worth..

[raynne]

if it were only about doing what made me happy i'd have quit long ago
it actually affects my health and right now, getting THAT straight is much more important than mere happiness. i need a stable environment to get my glucose to where it SHOULD be and make a routine that keeps it there
i don't see that happening while still working there unfortunately
i did so well last week, for the most part, and felt so good. i want more of that
so perhaps a leave of absence, just in case i want to return
i don't know
i certainly do not want to do nothing and the photography is amazing when we have jobs...
they're just sporadic

much love to you, have a good weekend

Re: Eh

[raynne]

moo, you are such a kind hearted person :)
thank you for all your support!
travel would be fun, but i have a lot of domestic things to take care of first ;]
a break WOULD be nice to get things in order ;]

Re: Eh

[raynne]

good food is always welcome ;]
thank you very much :)