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I really need to update more often
Instead I've used my phone as a journal, memo after memo - all words expressing all the darkness of my soul ( Read more... ) -
It has been a year+
I haven't posted in a very, very long time - and I have no excuses other than my life ( Read more... ) -
And with the changing winds...
Driving to work today I took notice of how fast fall seemed to have set in. Oranges, browns, and yellows are ruling the hillsides as leaves scatter themselves amongst the asphalt. It was a rough summer, as we had no gas service - but having it restored recently was like having a wonderful gift given to us. A warm shower in comparison to the many, ( Read more... ) -
uuuughhhh!!!
This past week I actually went 2 days in a row without crying. But yesterday I cried rivers and today that vision I get in my head about our marriage being on a lifeboat at sea completely lost is haunting me. The therapist saying to cease marriage counseling while we work on ourselves is probably in our best interest, but it kills me - it crushes ( Read more... ) -
spontaneous poetry - 8.6.13
Time is persistent to keep pushing forward
no matter the outcome she drives ahead
mules frothing at the mouth
hunched over from the weight of the world.
And in time, things change
outcomes, minds, people, goals
these are all things that time alters
that she throws on the wheel and molds.
Growth is painful, it is scary ( Read more... ) -
spontaneous poetry - 7.31.13
All the eyes about, made of glass ( Read more... ) -
spontaneous poetry - 7.27.13
And all the minutes jumbled themselves up into hours ( Read more... ) -
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I went tanning, got my nails done then went to the gym ( Read more... ) -
7-16-13
That tattered moth that was me - dancing for nothing ( Read more... ) -
today
Today I had a meeting at work - I broke some bullshit policy and was found 'guilty' of violations resulting in a 2 day unpaid suspension. Whatthefuckever ( Read more... )