Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can’t deal it’s so unfair

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven’s so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you’ve gone away

Leaving flowers on your grave
Show that I still care
But black roses and hail mary’s
Can’t bring back what’s taken from me
I ( Read more... )

so i did shrooms for the first time yesterday,
and i tripped fucking balls.
and let me tell you..
it was IN-FUCKING-SANE.
and i ABSOLUTLY loved it.

I’m on a train and ride on
You know the train is stayin’ off the track
I’m in touch love, from this crutch
Well you’re on ten but buddy I’m on eleven

And yes I’m all lit up again
On the couch, in my bed
And yes I’m all lit up again, flyin’
I love the cocaine, I love the cocaine.

now this is more like it..

shoot yourself.

smiling in their faces
while filling up the hole
so many dirty little places
in your filthy little worn out
broken down see through soul

baby's got a problem
tries so hard to hide
got to keep it on the surface
because everything else is dead on the other side

teeth in the necks of everyone you know
you can keep on sucking until the blood won't flow
when it ( Read more... )

I used to fuck him ( Read more... )

feeling empty inside,
No place left to hide.
i've fallen apart,
from this broken heart.
dropped me like a bag of bricks,
why'd you have to be such a prick?
i wasted so much time with you,
i'm a fucking fool.
it still really hurts,
and i pray to god that this works.
i'm nothing with you.
but everything without you.
i was the best thing you ever had,
and it's ( Read more... )

last night was interesting...
i don't remember much,
but chino and sean..
i have to love those boys.
thank you for letting me drink your beer.
haha...

i had a strange dream
about jordan, he was coming to see me..
and i was all excited.
wow, i havent seen that mother fucker in a looong time..
i think he gets out soon though,
i just hope he doesn't do the same ( Read more... )

blah blah blah.

i dont even know anymore.

As much as I hate myself, I hate you more But I still smile when you come through that door And as much as I hate my life, I hate yours too Just can't seem to teach myself to ignore you.