i really should keep up with this thing a little better. the best thing i can say about this journal is that i have kept it for about 6 years. 6 YEARS?!?! i think its so amazing that i have something that i can look back on and just relive those years that were so...important? haha ( Read more... )

Dear Guy at Work ( Read more... )

I still have this thing, haha, and I never write in it. It seems like every time i write, the entry begins with "wow, i havent written in this thing in SO long". But really, i havent written in this in FOREVER, and really, things have changed SO much ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this thing in ages. It's so weird...i've spent the last couple hours reading over my old entries, and natasha's old entries...and thing have changed SO much in such a short period of time. Actually, i guess 3 years isn't exactly SHORT, but whatever, you know what i mean. My life is on such a different path than it used to be ( Read more... )

I'm going home for a month, as of tomorrow. Excited? No. Is it much needed? Yes. It's kind of a strange feeling...i'm going back to my old life--my old job, in my old house, with my old room and my old "friends". Haha, friends. yeah, i've lost contact with just about all of them. Erik hates me because i told him he treats me like shit..which ( Read more... )

I'm really happy that i'm finally, FINALLY, getting past all the jamie drama and realizing that i can make friends without HIM. Things are getting better, and i'm SO much happier ( Read more... )

So i've come to a conclusion ( Read more... )

It's really hard to believe that i've lived here for almost two months. But yet, still, really no progress on the "being happy" front. My relationship has pretty much gone from rocky to non existent. I went out with glenda and her boyfriend last thursday, and we went out to the bar and jamie was there. He was trying to get laid by this other ( Read more... )

I have come to a conclusion. I'm over it. Sure, he's everything im looking for...physically. He holds me and hugs me and kisses me at all the right times and all the right places. yes, the sex is great. But..that's all it seems to be. Purely physical. I am SURE we could have made a very deep emotional relationship, if we let ourselves. But ( Read more... )

You and a certain someone are just about picture perfect. Now if you could only manage to get in the frame at the same time, you'd both be ready for an incredibly romantic close-up. Don't fret -- it'll happen soon