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[raziel101001]

I’m starting to love my insanity. It keeps me somewhat level and snap too much and when I do it is controlled. Its gone form a fast burn like wood or paper to a slower more refined coal product that will last longer and keep the embers of hate and distrust burning long in to the night. I’m starting to get insomnia again, usually because there’s

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[fortuneslave]

"For all I know sex, drugs and self-destruction are the way to go, though it does seem like a long shot..."

Pure genious.

I like words.

[raziel101001]

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[faolanamberwolf]

I had a sibbling in rehab, and a father that had a gamboling problem. A suggestion that I will make to you because it helped me is try going to someone the alanon support groups. The ones for family member of a _____ addict. there is a 12 step for these too. They can be helpful. Your parents have no right to pin any of this on you. And to be part or not part of your brothers recovery is up to you. And if you choose not to be part do not let anyone tell you his failures are his fault. One of the biggest things learnd in rehab is that you are responsible for your own actions, successes, follies and failures. You have the right not to buy into the bullshit. I hope that rehab works for your brother. Maybe you to could be sibblings instead of blood related strangers. but time will tell for that.
E-mail me if youwant to talk more on this. or if you just need to vent.

*hug*