Well the morning will be a pain or ill just stay up for another few, less sleep = my mind going out, need a replacement bulb, or slow blow added. Man I’m tired I just don’t want to sleep ( Read more... )

second key frag found.

I got a bit on my mind over my head at work or at least I think so that or I’m just a bit loopy I can’t seem to focus- but I think that s due to all the people that need answers to projects that aren’t mine, are mine, close to mine, or were mine. I got 20 taken off me just so I can work with the head boss (ie president of the company on a project ( Read more... )

The BG’s sucked today ie it would have been better to go just for the HK and not FTW. Well it happens maybe I should Whity up (BE mage) but I’m lazy and don’t want to try to level up another toon in PVP (you learn to hate yourself till your LVL 50 or so than it gets better till you get into BC). Also though the Allies (or pink skins, and or long ( Read more... )

Lets start at work I got shit done this entire morning I had people coming to me and I was able to deal with them and make it so I didn’t have any more on my plate. My boss was out which put me as a sudo supervisor in the group I am getting a bit tired of explaining things to Sam but it happens. Also about the formulas that I use some of those ( Read more... )

So I think that I’m reverting a bit to what I was stress at work has got me all forms of irritated to the point that I’ve become vary short with people. I’ve also kinda deluded my minds so I can cope with it to the point that I’ve detached myself and have been living in my own head so I can try to get away from work. This in turn makes my work ( Read more... )

So is it just me or does society in general seems a bit bland. I mean I can’t understand people nor can I really understand how to deal with them though I seem to do alright just stumbling threw it. My general point is do people like talking about things with substance, I know I like acting like a moron every once in a wile it usually allows the ( Read more... )

I keep up going to interviews but I’m starting to lose my momentum. Than again most companies come at me like I’m not qualified to clean up shit, but hay that’s life. I have another interview this upcoming Monday in Rockford (if I had a choice this would be ideal). They need a programmer and not java or C++ witch looks exactly the same in my ( Read more... )

I get write on ethics again and I find myself board with it I have most of my ethical view points spiraling like the nucleus of a solar system. Core beliefs with other beliefs strung together with the cores pull ( Read more... )

I feel a bit distracted I keep drifting into a fight that I want to have. But I know I don’t fight no more, I don’t have the mind for it. The entire point to fighting is to kill and that situation rarely if ever prevents itself, but I feel like it. Than again I’m just kinda waiting and it doesn’t look I’m going to go anywhere. Man I’m out of ( Read more... )