i jsut want something that makes all the pain and all the shti go away, dissapear, i jsut want the fucking shit to end. i'm sick of fucking fake people, who can't make up their fucking mind. they jsut use u for their use then dispose of u when there no longer in need. u there their there to help u out, and say they'll be there for u, but they won't ( Read more... )

wow, i sat up last night, and really thought about shit. and my life in general. i took a fuckin 25 min shower today, i'm usually in and out in 5, and i just fuckin sat there in the shower with the water falling down. and i fucking broke down in tears. i sound like such a little woss. but ultimently that's what i am, a scared weak person losing ( Read more... )

i thought that the hesses had changed, i thought that they were gonna stop saying shit abotu me, and prank calling me and making me feel liek shit, but i guess i was dead wrong. i just feel liek complete shit, i thought i was having a good day today... but no ( Read more... )

ok i didn't think it botherd me but it really does, when guys get together, andjsut talk abotu me, and fuckin joke and be liek i lost respect for her cuz she put a frog in her mouth, that's jsut fuckin bulshit. maybe i'm jsut full of anger or somethin idk. but liek when people fuck around with me tell me they hope i die, and make fun of me for " ( Read more... )

hmm well i'ts been interesting lately, i've been so fucking tired. and i jsut don't feel liek me i hate it, my mom's liek did you take your mjedicine, and i'm like yes mom god i'll take the fuckin medicine, it's nto helping but sure shove the pills down my face mother fucker. so yea. i've been feelin a bit better lately, .... i guess.

*things u prefer about boys ( Read more... )

i remember how important you made me feel ( Read more... )

wow. most halarious thing at work, my boss is liek u wanna work extra tomorrow, and sunday. and at first i was liek eh i guess. then later i'm liek eh no i don't wanna. and he's like come on money, and i'm liek eh. and he's like come on u can buy an extra bag. and i'm like bag of what steeve, and he laughs and is just like all i'm sayin is a bag ( Read more... )

last night at work i got pelted to the ground by boxes of frozen break, i think it knocked me out for a sec or 2, it really hurt liek a lot, they keep tellin me i got a concussion and suggest that i go see a doc. so eh maybe i'll take their advice... but i dout it, cuz htey wont' do ne thing. so my neck and back and head hurt like fuck today and r ( Read more... )

so when i get up and finally DECIDED to go to my first class... aparently it's been cancled, and apparently my teacher has mentioneed it lieka millino times, but i either wasnt' there, or wasnt payin attention. so grea.