well. its happened again

RIP PAUL

please. dont you guys see where this leads.

if never used to get plastered. but that never matters does it.

"life is short but this time it was bigger"

considering when i move out east.
i think imight go back to school get a ba in music and a teaching degree.
i could teach music dont you tihnk?
spent most of my life doing it why not

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i realy need to talk to someone like sarah. whos known me for years who understands the ins and outs of what i have been threw...
but shes in europe for the next 3 months...so what am i to do

sex drugs and rock and roll

fuck it all

i give up

i dont care if he doe3snt love me anymore.

death is only the begining

So going to start another fast.
i was doing really good for a while..but that all went to hell!
4 days on a day off so on and so forth.
dropping off my meds, hopfully that will help kill this horrible water retension in my face>.

sweet escape ^_ ( Read more... )

sooo i hate mornings!
screw zacha d his waking me up

now ... when do you think ill get back to sleep. i have given up and im now listening to spice girls...i figure eventualy ill get sleepy again

i fucking hate this appt. started packing puts a smile on my face to know that there nomore then a mo nth left fo this shit!