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I always forget to update this thing. This is the third time that I have been to the livejournal website and I have finally gotten around to posting an update. Nothing has been happening though so it really is a waste of time ( Read more... )

I threw a milk crate at my brother last night. I wish that it had hit him. I really wanted to hurt him. He makes me so angry. Everytime he comes near me I just want to hurt him in some way. It's so tempting when he is standing at the top of the stairs to just push him down. Watch him tumble to the bottom in a mess ( Read more... )

I finally got around to posting a formal pic. I'm the one in the purple dress. The little chiki in the blue dress is my best friend in the whole world, Sam.

http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a265/razor_chik/samandtegan-formal.jpg

I had sex with the guy again, you know the guy that I always seem to get with whenever we are at a party. It was slightly better this time. Maybe because I encouraged him to indulge my desires to get hurt. I made him bite me, everywhere. It wasn't anywhere near hard enough. I'm still sort of doing the whole phone sex, fooling round with Kevin ( Read more... )

Well first of all I will get the boring part out of the road and list all my chrissy prezzies ( Read more... )

I don't really trust my new psych all that much. I find it hard to divulge anything to him at all. I feel inadequate when I am with him. I feel that nothing that I have to say is worth bringing up. I feel that all of my network is falling apart. At the moment I don't have anyone that I can talk to how just knows what I am saying. I have to ( Read more... )

I hate sex. I hate how he will only touch me when he is drunk. I hate how he nearly makes me gag. I hate how it always hurts with him. I hate how I always do it with him. It is like I have a tendency to want to hurt myself with him.

I read an article on a chick who killed her mum and basically planned the murder on her blog. She is also apparently getting friends to post for her from jail that is some freaky shit.

I had my first day of work at the post office today. Whoo go me!! It was alright. A lot better than I thought it was going to be anyway. I didn't realise how complicated some of it is to do and how many forms you have to fill out ( Read more... )