ditched by that asshole again.i dunno why i bother.
my boyfriend doesn't seem to pay that much attention to me anymore..
i dunno why he doesn't just break up with me. he's always busy.
i'm a sucker.
a sore sucker for anything.

well again my friends mad at me what a fucker. but whatever. i'm actually fed up with him.lets see if i give in.
my minds actually so fixed on not even talking to him..

ugh i feel like i want to me somone who i can be giddy over again. i haven't been giddy over a boy in what seems like forever.its so hard. i'm 16 and there are people who are younger than me or the same age as me that have 1 year relationships or longer. but whats wrong with me?

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i'm actually in religion class right now.we are ment to be working on a project that i know nothing about but whatever.my friend's mad at me like always. what eles is new. he doesn't understand that i JUST WANNA BE FRIENDS. omg and i feel bad for rejecting him EVERYDAY!. its not like i lead him on or anything. i mean i DO talk to him about it. i ( Read more... )