Broken, maybe a possibility
so deep
so warm
Alive...
Then a new reality born of the ashes
....................................
maybe inspiration...
just hold me now
its all to inteanse

Loss of all this hatred....

Maybe its not all of this anyway ( Read more... )

Dont ask me to think...
the art is all dried up now
meat for the worms

some life may come though
an inspirational moment
maybe some clarity

Still Waiting........

Fine then.....you can hate me, not see, not understand ( Read more... )

Well, if anyone is following the events in this warzone that we call home, im sure that they are thouroughly entertained by the stupidity of the people that i live with, anyway....All of you need to get the fuck over yourselves....Kurt: you are a spoiled, drug addicted, irresponsible immature, almost useless waste of flesh who has been leaching off ( Read more... )

nothing to care about anymore...no one to hear, no one to care, and the hatred has grown far to monotonous ( Read more... )

look at me
do you see the pride?
something to hold on to?
maybe even beautiful?
trust me like i would never hurt you
and present your heart to me completely
i accept
and reject
all kind gestures laid aside
showing you the true colour of hate
nothing left now
and i dont care anymore
the deadliest of weapons
...
look inside.

its almost sad how such a state of apathy can consume a person....
no one heeds the calls....(well maybe someone...)
like its not even worth seeing
probably not
i feel guilty
like i owe everyone something that i am not prepared to give
afraid of the loss of everything sacred
and sensing the distance between me and who i am growing
still waiting...

veiwing possibilities, a deanse fog of what ifs, not really any answer in sight, and too many un answered questions, but its still fun to wonder ( Read more... )

shallow, or mabee cold, but not like i would have expected, the dimness of this existance is matched only by the inteansity of its brightness...maybee that parodox is the meaning to all this, and still the loneliness of my hierarchy stings, almost like a slow, dull headache...(its hard to find the solution to a problem when you dont even know what ( Read more... )