Work is fucking me over hard... HARD ( Read more... )

Starting to work my 1-9pm shifts at work more and more. This job never fucking ends! I can't do this anymore, I seriously seriously can't ( Read more... )

I try to have conversation with someone who doesn't talk about... well,... anything. Someone who makes occasional rude comments and I'm pretty sure just thinks that I am wrong on so many levels. Then says I'm being rude and that won't get me anywhere ( Read more... )

I don't know what's worse:
Loving someone who loves you back but doesn't know how to SHOW you...
OR
Loving someone who doesn't love you back at all.

I'd give my right arm, leg, first born child, or own life for someone because they are that amazing, but somehow I always seem to fall short, and I'm not the person they are looking for.

Realized lately that being amazing will always lead to second place ( Read more... )

When I finally discovered what the hell is going on in the world, and it shakes me... There is never anyone to hold me up when I stumble and fall ( Read more... )

I don't talk about stuff much anymore... I don't just mean on here. I've locked away a lot of things because I'm tired of trying to explain things to people when I know they won't understand ( Read more... )

So... I knew this would be a rough weekend for me... (WEDDING ANNIVERSARY and all... yanno, that failed marriage thing ( Read more... )

There's this conversation that I need to have with someone but I don't know how to bring it up.... Maybe one day I'll figure it out ( Read more... )

I'm sick. I ache. I have no idea what to do. I'm lonely. I don't get phone calls or texts from people and no one asks me to visit unless I BEG for it... So this is where I'm at now ( Read more... )