"If you love someone, let them go, or cripple them so they can't get away."

I swear, I feel like the rope in a freaking game of tug-of-war. Christmas Eve is Mom's this year, right? Well, she wanted to pick me up at 7 or 8 in the morning to drive to St. Louis, and Dad said no. My aunts and uncles from Illinois are coming down and he and I wanted to ( Read more... )

I don't see why I open my mouth anymore.

Tonight we were talking about blood donations and what blood type I am, because I don't know.

Well, neither does dad.

And I began to talk to Carol separately about it, and she jumps on him about it. She has to be drunk (I'm beginning to wonder how many times I've ever seen her sober--I can probably count it on ( Read more... )

Freshman year is so busy.... And hard! I didn't do half the homework that I do now last year, and I'm making much lower grades. It sucks. Plus there's Art Club, Green Peppers, Key Club, and Reenacting. And the DRAMA. There's so much drama now. Like everyone's hormones kicked in at once ( Read more... )

She says she's leaving... If she really does it this time, I might just turn religious. *_*

"I clean, and L gets all the goddamn credit!"

...Excuse me? There is a world of difference between telling other people to clean, complaining about having to clean even though you don't really, and actually cleaning.

I've been sick ( Read more... )

I'm sick. :( My nose is all stuffy, my head and neck hurt, my throat is sore, and when I blow my nose, it's all bloody. I hate it. Now I'm all weak and tired and stuff. And I have to watch Chandler. I get dizzy when I stand up, but I'm supposed to play with him. Hurr ( Read more... )

i am not: an alien
i hurt: my leg yesterday... a chair attacked me!
i love: just about everyone
i hate: a couple people
i hope: that i can go to college
i hear: chandler's cartoon network show in the living room
i crave: a baked potato
i regret: a lot of things
i cry: when i can't hold back tears
i care: about the little things in life
i will always: want ( Read more... )

It's the substandard hotels on the (lalalalala) corner of Fourth and Friedmont street.
Appealing only 'cause they're just that unappealing,
Any practiced Catholic would cross themselves upon entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos and maybe
Just a dash of formaldehyde.
And the habit of decomposing right before your very (lalala) eyes....
Along with ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's so had to tell if it's you changing or the things around you changing or both, as you get older ( Read more... )

For those of you that don't know (which is like, y'know, everyone), I'll be away for the majority of the next couple of weeks. I'll be at SIU from later today until Friday, then I leave for another place Tuesday or Wednesday, and won't be back from that until Sunday or Monday of the next week from that. You'll be able to catch me on AIM from time ( Read more... )