god,...like i care if you once loved me,...i now know you were lying since the very beginning,...how is life supposed to ever be good with things like this to screw me over? you told me to keep moving,...thanks for slowing me to a wrist slashing halt,....i guess the world wasn;t good enough for you,...i'm sorry i once called you my best friend,... ( Read more... )

i really don;t,....i realize that,....not even one,...not even a kitty,...i'm so dead inside and out,....but who cares, right?

i'd better go die,...this time steph can;t save me

the subject says it. i want one. there's only one i want.
poo

so easily giving into temptation, its the missing that makes me desire. it's when you dont have what you want that you wante even more,....

gah,...i've been dead for too long, sitting here, doing nothing at all in particular. i should have done more. i haven;t even been on my message board. not even glanced at it. my life is just a blur now, and it moves on without me,...i miss so many people, so many pasts to be retraced. so many memories to be remembered, and resurfaced. so many ( Read more... )

what makes you think i wanna talk? :\ stop msging me,.....grr,....

let me hate me in peace,....:(

i'm good at pissing kitty off,....i think she hates me :( i would

i'm so fucking juvenile and childish and irrational,...please forgive me,...

i feel unaccomplished,...i'm not sure if that's a mood i can choose from the list, but that's how i feel. it's how it feels to not have what i know i should have done, done. i don;'t deserve the life i lead, and i wish i could spend my life with those i care about,...and not alone and hateful towards myself,...i have so many things to say, but i ( Read more... )

yes. sorry for the posting laggage,...i'm not feeling very bouncy today. i never am,...i smell :( and i just took a shower too! i'm confused,....maybe it's my deoderant,...anyhow, yeah,...i get to goto eric's party thing today,...woo,....and adam's coming over, so he can bother me. i'm having doubts about what i'm doing,...i'm thinking i have two ( Read more... )

blah,...this world is just pooey,...everyone;s goit problems,...everyone;'s life is hell,...and sum of the hellls are created by yours truly,...and for that i';m sorry,....i like bleeding,...it's so fun,....weeee,.....

yay, halloween is here, little kiddies are begging me for candy,...:|
bah, i should but razor blades in the candy,....happy eating, kids,....