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Jul 21, 2004 09:10

i feel so weak and frail. i havent eaten anything since sunday nite. monday nite i cut my ankle so it says NP. and i cut my thigh and my stomach. i went totally crazy. i went into my medicine cabinet and looked for stuff to take. and i feel like i lost my love my life. and i kno somethings wrong i j/ cant figure out wat. j/ i wish i could die rite ( Read more... )

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anonymous July 21 2004, 13:23:36 UTC
Hey, I came across your posting..I want you to know that I understand where you are. And also if you'd like to talk about it, I'm a good listener. I know you don't know who I am but, sometimes it's easier to talk to strangers...that is if you're interested.
Try to keep your chin up.
Later

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razrbldromances July 21 2004, 23:15:47 UTC
sometimes it is sometimes it isnt. but i donno i dont even kno wat to say. thats my whole problem. im so brokem, so confused, so hurt. i feel like nothing. like i could dissapear and only a few people would mourn. i donno sometimes ur the victim sometimes ur the killer rite now im the victim and the killer. so i seriously donno wat to do. and i love her so much that i am sitting here starving my fucking self. and sitting here mutilating myself. but its nothing but a blemish on her heart. i feel like i could die tomorrow and shed get over it.

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