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Things have been really good lately, better than they've been in a long time.
This is in spite of wrecking my car.
I dunno, I guess I finally got on the right combinations of medications. I feel stable, relaxed, not as tired. I'm just happy. I feel like I can handle everything better.
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Whatever I do, it's not going to fix it, and it's not going to be good enough. That's fine, I get it I guess.
I just wish I didn't feel pressured to keep trying even though it was completly useless.
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I dont know, I guess I'm feeling sort of restless, not that that's anything new.
The thing of it is, I can feel the medicine working, I feel more balanced, I feel different. But I'm also coherent enough to know that there are some things that medicine won't fix. There is still something to be said for self examination.
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i got a laptop today. it's super fun. =]
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I have just made a huge friends cut. If you really care that much, check and see if you're still on my list. No one comments anymore so I figure it didn't matter. If I removed you please remove me too. If I removed you and you really want to stay, just comment here. -
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yesterday was a good day. i got my permit. which i was very excited about. i was so discouraged when i kept failing. i finally got it though :) after we did that there was drama with dustin's mom. she didnt feel good but he wouldnt answer his phone, cause we were in the DMV, so she called calvin and told him she got into a car accident just to get ( Read more... )
