Ok, I had an afterthought and decided to write one more journal entry. Many of my previous entries have been somewhat depressing and I don't want you all thinking I'm all sad. I'm not. Its just when I'm happy I usually don't feel like updating. I don't know why. But, in hopes you will all think I'm a happy go-lucky person, I will tell you about ( Read more... )

Ok, loyal readers (haha). After much consideration, due to my lack of desire to update, I have decided to take a break from livejournaling. This summer I probably will not be updating because I don't like to update from my parents computer. Watch for sporadic updates from other places though and I will probably return in the fall to chronicle my ( Read more... )

Ok, well I'm feeling mostly better ( Read more... )

I feel really alone.

bad week

no happy journal entry

hope for a better weekend

I was going to write a nice journal entry sometime soon, but I don't really feel any better than the last time I wrote, so who knows when I'll actually feel like writing a nice journal entry.

I haven't been sleeping well, and now I'm in a really bad mood. Maybe I'll just go to bed now, I don't know.

This journal makes me sound like I'm pretty much always having a shitty time, which isn't true at all, its just I always update when I'm in a bad mood because it usually makes me feel better. Usually I'm happy, so if you reading this thinking 'man she must be really depressed,' i'm not, its just the only time I usually update ( Read more... )

I got flowers yesterday! From my wonderful boyfriend. There are carnations and daisys and tulips and those little dark purple flowers that are in pretty much all mixed bouquets (I dont' know what they are called, let me know if you do) and they came in a little, round, clear, glass vase with a white ribbon tied around the top. They are really, ( Read more... )

I'm sick. I went to the doctor this morning to get drugs because the over the counter stuff was doing nothing. I can't breathe, I feel like I'm walking in a freakin cloud, I can't sleep because when I lay down all the junk in my nose falls to my throat and then I start coughing. Its really not pleasant ( Read more... )

I am such a moron sometimes.

:(