why is there so many unanswered questions. and why do they seem to hurt so much. i want to take tthe hurt away from my friends. the last thing i would want to happen to any one has happened to the ones who i hold dear. and even worse it was by the one that i least expected it to come from. why them God how can you allow someone to do something like ( Read more... )

i have been learning a lot lately. and that is a good thing but some things have been the hard way like justifying my actions based off of someone else. i know that is unhealthy especially if it is against the bible, but is even worse when i dont even fight. i had been good for about 2 months and then jcked up again all cuz of a feeling and was ( Read more... )

war is a gruesome thing. i was surfing the web when i thought i would see what pictures were posted from the war, you know choppers flying, ariel attacks that sort of thing. what i got was much worse. so bad i wont go into detail and almost wish i never even did the search. but i compaired these pictures to pictures from past wars, and was apaled ( Read more... )

first off i have to say that God is soooooo amazing. i finally opened up to my paster about some of the stuff gong on in my life and there was breakthrough and understanding that came with it. things here are going great. although my check engin soon light came on i am praying for a merical that its nothing cuz i have been living off of my credit ( Read more... )

wow, things are interesting right now. work has been hard and annoying due to the investigation and for some reason i can't sleep. yester day i ended being up for 24 hours, and i still woke up at 9 am today. i think that what kristal said is accurate. the times i can't sleep are the times i need to spend with God and am dealing with things. well i ( Read more... )

wow. what a weekend. was the box of chaos opened or what. there is only so much i can do. before i have to take care of my self and say sorry i have done all i can. this weekend steve and kasi had car troubles and i spent a little over 300 to help them out. that is in my budget and i am cool with that. but because of a miss understanding with a car ( Read more... )

wow, transfering duty stations is an interesting task. did you know that you are supose to get a sponser and they are supose to contact you befor you go on leave. well it is time to report and i still havent been contacted. but the cool thing in all of this is God provides. i was able to get in contact with a friend out of boot camp who got married ( Read more... )

things are soo crazy now. i am in the middle of getting ready to move duty stations, leaving performing units, graduating a school, praying i will get a chance to come home(which i wont know till the 17), i am having a hard time giving up my mony issues to God, i am getting nervous about what is going on in the world today. AO2 Terri was talking ( Read more... )

wow last night was so great. i got to pray with Megan and there was alot of break through in the areas of my heart that were damaged in my second foster home and by my dad. a lot of work and healing still needs to take place, but its a start. well i will post more alter cuz i have to go eat.

wow God is so good. today i was struggling to keep a positive attitude earlier this evening. but praying with Megan really helped. cuz it helped pull my head out of my butt to see that something bigger was going on with my friend that lives across the hall and kitty corner from mr. we started talking about 2200 and just finished about 30 min. ago. ( Read more... )