Running, searching, seeing. Finding, holding, losing. Staying, leaving, forgetting. Remembering, crying, regretting. Saying, doing, believing. Blaming, fighting, consoling. Thinking, knowing, being. Hugging, kissing, whispering. Touching, looking, feeling. Laying, holding, breathing. Listening, beating, pumping. Giving, taking, rubbing. Leaping, ( Read more... )

As i sit here in the middle of the night. As I do so often and look down upon the city of Los Angeles a city of angels listening to my Pandora radio play "Fix You" followed by "Say Goodbye To Love" (N.E.R.D and Kenna combined playlist) i can't help but wonder as I do so many a night if my own personal angel is waiting for me. That there is a ( Read more... )

"Hope" is the thing with feathers ( Read more... )

...Either Way
Maybe the sun will shine today
The clouds will blow away
Maybe I won’t feel so afraid
I will try to understand
Either way

Maybe you still love me
Maybe you don’t
Either you will or you won’t
Maybe you just need some time alone
I will try to understand
Everything has its plan
Either way
I’m gonna stay
Right for you

Impossible Germany ( Read more... )

How beautiful a thing it is to realize all that lies inside. No longer do I feel that emotions have to be masked behind pride. The power of honesty is limitless and a beautiful thing. And i finally think that i can begin to be honest with my self. And can discern my wants from my needs and everything else in between. It's reminds me of the moment ( Read more... )

...Since then, Nothing is the Same but Not much has Changed ( Read more... )

Something in the way of things
Something that will quit and won't start
Something you know but can't stand
Can't know get along with
Like death
Riding on top of the car peering through the windshield for his cue
Something entirely fictitious and true
That creeps across your path hallowing your evil ways
Like they were yourself passing yourself not

And Then ( Read more... )

At the begininning of the summer i had no idea as to what was in store for me. I was pretty much just living life on whim and trying to be open to whatever new possibilities and opportunities came my way. I had no idea that this would be a summer of major growth and responsibility. I got promoted at work to being an assistant third in line behind ( Read more... )