god this sucks...

[rdnckchick06907]

i really need to go see the doctor. as much as i dont' want to but this is gettin freakin ridculous. somedays, my knee hurts so bad that i can't walk let alone stand on it. and it's gettin kinda hard to play with duke since i can't keep up because i'm limping. a family friend said i needed to go see this guy at Christie cuz he's suppose to be

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[xxzerocoolxx]

im sorry its not that i dont like you. i really really like you. with you at school and work and me doing school and working we never get to see each other. i really liked being with you. i really did. my life has really gotten out of hand since i went to see you. i cant seem to center myself and i feel like im out of control. some nights i just want to smash my hand with a hammer and others i want to smash someone with one. im all messed up and i dont know dont want to deal with me like this.

[rdnckchick06907]

i forgave you a long time ago, because no matter how angry i may seem i still really like you and i prolly will for a long time. so please dont' lose my number cuz when you get things all figured out give me a call that is if you still would like to try if not oh well. cuz i'm not going anywhere. and if you ever need to vent to someone you can always call me cuz i won't take it personally.