it has been almost a month since i last wrote in here.. but for me this month has felt a lot longer. i have spent a lot of time with Chris.. gettin know him really well. and falling in love with him. he told me that he loved me at shannon's basketball game that we went to together.. he's the first guy that told me that they loved me first...i know ( Read more... )

well my orginal plan tonight was to go hang out with chris for a little bit and then go to walmart....but getting to walmart never happened...but i asked chris tonight what he wanted me to be for him...and he said whatever i wanted to be...i told him what i am to you is your call...he said ok..i want you to be my girlfriend...is that what you want ( Read more... )

so yeah nancy and her sister set me up.. with her sister's step-son. and they have been tryin to set us up for awhile, cuz nancy's been carryin his picture around in her car to show me she just forgot. his dad and step-mom have been up to work to check me out. but yeah last night we hung out at nancy's apartment and watched tv and talked pratically ( Read more... )

i think out of all my sisters i'm the only one my dad would trust with that combine...it's expensive. but like i said i kicked him out of the combine cuz he was blocking my view..he was os proud of me but upset at the same time..cuz i'm his little girl always will be. and his little girl was driving a combine by herself..but it also means he's out ( Read more... )

Lindsay called me this morning. she was pretty upset, because she doesn't know what to believe...she asked me what she should do about paul..and i told her to be very calm when she talks to him. and if he gets defensive he's busted...that's been my experience... she asked me what my gut feeling was...i said honestly my gut tells me that he didn't ( Read more... )

I love Gretchen Wilson.. all her songs on both of her cd's relate to me in someway shape or form....she's so freakin awesome....this cd just makes my day...especially after the night i had last night. the music on this cd just makes me wanna go out and walk up to some guy that i think looks good and tell him...as long as he doesnt' have a gf or a

somehow the guys have decided that the after party is gonna be at my house....i think it's cuz i live out in bfe and i'm like 5 miles from the site...i dont' mind havin people crash here if they are to drunk to go home...because it's a rarity to see a cop out here....but i now have about 3 weeks to get my house clean, so that it'll be decent enough ( Read more... )

so today after i got home from work, my dad, uncle kenny, and deni abbot were out in the shop just talkin and drinkin beer...like normal.. well we got talkin about singin and All jacked up came on the radio and i started singin along and my uncle kenny started to harmony and then we got started talkin about gettin a band together and me singin at ( Read more... )

since i haven't been able to sleep i decided to make good use of my time and work on music.. well i managed to snap 2 new guitar strings.....DAMN IT JIM!!but there is good news chrissy said i could get my guitar restrung on her... i might have to take her up on that...so i can get back to my music. since i dont' have anything better to do. i could ( Read more... )

it's 3 am and ya know where my pillow is.....without me hugging it that where. i'm up yet again and it's killing, because my eyes wanna close and go to sleep but it's like my mind won't let them....i mean i don't really have anything on my mind except wanting to go to sleep.....i could try to read my grain marketing books...that might put me to ( Read more... )