i've been having problems sleeping for like the past week.. it sucks... and my dad come in today and woke me up to make sure that i was ok. i said i've just been having problems sleeping.. i think it might be because this guy that showed a lot of interest in me (and i actually felt bad for turning him down) was all over some girl who looked old ( Read more... )

i just got done watching 50 first dates cuz i can't sleep.. and while i was watching it i came to a realization that after all these years of me fighting for what i want...i actually gave in for once. and it hurts so bad but i know that it was the right thing to do. i think it's more regret on why didn't i put up a fight this time..i think it's cuz ( Read more... )

Photograph - Nickelback ( Read more... )

So me and Darius saw Corpse Bride last night....i went in kinda skeptical cuz i didn't know wha to expect....but it was a good movie....but he was an expensive date.....snacks on the way to movies...tickets....mcdonalds....popcorn and dinks....plus i had to get gas....i spent 41 dollars last night......ummmmm yeah expensive date...but i had fun. ( Read more... )

and i dont' care that he's my best friends son...she's got a real date and so i've got him.. he's a little ladies man....but i've come to the conclusion that i really need to talk to toby and explain the whole situation to him. the funny thing is is that i know he will understand...just cuz he comes off as one of those guys that just does...it's ( Read more... )

i'm now kicking myself in the ass extrememly hard. because now after thinking about it with a sober mind. Toby is actually a really sweet guy. he was sweet when he was drunk and sober. and he wanted to be in a relationship with me....WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?! am i too paranoid of falling for somebody again and gettin burned....or am i ( Read more... )

FINAL INSPECTION ( Read more... )

why am i so bad at this whole relationship thing. is it because i'm so afraid of really gettin hurt or is it that i've been single for so long that i don't know how to act around guys i like....and why is it that most guys i meet seem to only want one thing. why can't i find another nice guy like marcus. guys like him seem to be in short supply or ( Read more... )

I got a headache from the work day ( Read more... )

So....Wednesday....just another typical night out with jess......ok let me back track. this really hot guy who comes in the store left his number for me after james told him i thought he was hot.....(really really good looking guy) who i didn't think i would ever have a chance in hell with left his number for me.. so i called him wednesday and he ( Read more... )