Cause heres the thing ( Read more... )

Does anyone else feel burned out?  I literally don't give a fuck anymore and its horrible.  A year and a half of school left and I've got nothing left.  How do you get it back?

I'm on the verge of a very intense breakdown that I can not afford to have ( Read more... )

Don't tell me I've broken you ( Read more... )

Regret regret regret regret ( Read more... )

I really just wish I had the motivation and determination I had 5 years ago.

I also wish I had a redo on the last  2 years of my life.

the end.

1)  Things that have occured in the past, are meant to stay in the past.  And will therefore, remain in the past for this year.

2)  I need to put myself on a schedule, and stick to a daily routine.

3)  Some people in life are worth tears, and others aren't.  Use tears wisely.

4)  Never underestimate any friendships, some of the simplest are the ones ( Read more... )

I'm kind of just realizing I'm ridiculously angry.  And bitter ( Read more... )

So I was home this past weekend...and I was looking at this booklet I put together in 9th grade.  Inside there were a bunch of pictures, from what seemed like a lifetime ago.  I started getting upset with everything that changed, and thinking about the directions we've all taken.  But then I flipped the page, and on the back cover were two pictures ( Read more... )

Ridiculous.