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Just scream
I haven't been here in so long and I hate that the reason I'm posting now is because I'm so desperately sad I don't know what to do and I can't use facebook or twitter because of family ( Read more... ) -
Good things
I just booked a holiday to Melbourne and I didn't even consider work when I did it. This is HUGE for me, usually I fret and worry over taking time off but after the debacle of me trying and failing to take just 2 weeks of leave before semester began this year I don't care anymore ( Read more... ) -
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Sorry I haven't been posting here at all lately. I have been keeping up with all your journals but I'm really just not coping all that well, to be honest, so I'm so very sorry for my lack of commenting ( Read more... ) -
What do you do...
When your brother-in-law posts this on his Facebook... KIDS, if only i knew back then what i know now i would have never planted the seed!! And he's never even bothered to contact us once over the loss of Thomas ( Read more... ) -
Good vs bad
I've noticed that noticed that I'm becoming a really negative person. I was never candidate for little miss perky, but I always tried to see the positive side of things. I was what I liked to call a realistic optimist ( Read more... ) -
The saddest day
Today was Thomas' funeral. It was heart-breakingly sad but really beautiful though I can't believe that he's gone and I wont get to see him again.
My sister wrote this poem for Thomas and read it at the service. I think it pretty much captures the emotions of the day
THOMAS DAVIDThomas David was born sucking his thumb ( Read more... ) -
Sad news
Sorry I've been so terrible about updating lately. I'd been having such a hard time with sickness and then on Tuesday the worst thing happened and we lost our baby boy, Thomas. He was born at 20 weeks perfect and beautiful but too small.
I'm kind of really lost right now but Kris ( froxyn ) has some posts on her journal if anyone wanted to know a little ( Read more... )
