i have a new journal.  probably wont write in it very often but add me to your friends list if you want.

its

horny_horny

yeah, it describes me dont you think?

i am so boring.. just like this fucking livejournal... im completely done.
everyone here is so fucking mean and judgemental, i dont understand why people get satisfaction from making others feel like shit.

bye. forever.

im home. its nice.

yeah so this sucks ( Read more... )

emotional eruption

no recollection.

I can't fathom my life, theres no connection.

my source is untrue, although i accuse it.

theres so much i can do, but i can't seem to use it.

theres a dark empty hole inside of my heart

sometimes it makes me start falling apart.

theres times i can't help it, and i start to cry

i swallow my pride and try to get by ( Read more... )

i should be showering right now, but im not going to shower today, i shall be dirty ( Read more... )

Step 1: Open Winamp, or whatever mp3 player you use ( Read more... )

so i just got home from the audition at school.
i find it pretty pathetic how much i suck.
i wish i had a genie...
i have three wishes, and i think that if they were granted, i wouldnt cry as much.
or maybe im wrong, but i can dream.

god. there is something positively wrong with me.

so im happy again. i dont know what happened, all i know is, that i watched gilmore girls, and realized that life isnt worth crying over ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to say anymore ( Read more... )