Fucking hell, I really should have done work throughout the holidays because I just spent all of today doing work and I've still got tons more to do... On a brighter note I still feel like I'm coming up with new songs all the time, the music's in my head but I just never get round to properly writing the music cos even though the lyrics just come ( Read more... )

Bloody hell, I've been sat around the house for too many days now. I just haven't done anything useful. Today, after two and a half weeks I finally decided to do some work and found that the computer's lost the coursework I'm supposed to be updating. I'm half way through the working time of these holidays and there's no way I'm going to get ( Read more... )

Today was pretty uneventful. I went to visit Steven, that was alright, it means that at least I've had human contact. I'm feeling a bit messed up right now and I can't see it ending soon.

I've had nothing else to do so I've been writing, now I have more new songs than ever before because I've had more things than ever to write about. I think some of them are focused on more recent events rather than my old style of writing abouit the past.

Right now I'm more optimistic about lots of things than I have been since I was 5. Althought ( Read more... )

So bored, so lonely, why did you all go on holiday???
Everything's so shit right now, I don't do this much, I do my private written journals mostly, when I die everyone else can see them then.

I just stole this idea ( Read more... )

Wow, I now have a live journal. Not sure how much I'll update it but I will. Welcome one and all, read this and you may come closer to understanding me.
Chris xxx