I had the worst weekend of my life i dont feel like going into details i just know now that i have no friends in rotc becides gayle.She is my only true friend in there i hate this shit sooooooo much i should have never went camping this weekend.I had my head up maj ass and that was the wrong thing to do and i learned that the hard way.RIght now i ( Read more... )

Well here were are again im having another problem about dan . . its that he says he NEVER wants to have kids and one i def want to have kids and i guess hes told people (tina mostly) taht he will never have kids and right now yea i def dont want ne kids bc im just way too young and i have a lot of life that needs to be lived with the burden of a ( Read more... )

Well next weekend its finally going to be my birthday my 18th birthday.I have been waiting for this for a while im glad.Graduation is comming up too.And military ball and prom man it is all approaching so fast soon i will be out of high school and out into the real world. Well i can say that i can wait to get the fuck otu of where im living with ( Read more... )

Tonight was just awsome.I think me and dan really got a chance to talk to eachother.He makes me feel just so good about myself sometimes.Like tonight just being able to talk to him for half an hour in the in the dark ahh i ust loved it.I sure am gunna miss him when i go for the weekend.I feel like i can tell him ne thing.But this is also the time ( Read more... )

Well i think i finally have things straight. . Dan is a good boyfriend and i need to just let myslef love him with no doubt at all.I think it will just be ok from now on because i realize this now.I do love him a lot i was just scared as hell!Beacause its not hard to see that he is just a GREAT catch and i know girls can spot that shit.BUT i have ( Read more... )

Well today was an intresting one.I have no idea how to explain my feelings to ne one ne more. I feel as even tho i dont really know my own bf that well bc we dont really "talk" much liek the otehr day i guess he told tina he NEVER wants kids and tol me that is a big thing if i am going to be with him fer a while.Because i do want kids one day that ( Read more... )

I had to make a new journal bc the otehr one had too many things in it that i just didnt feel like having as a part of my life ne more.And i really needed to wirte in here today bc things are going on in my life that i just really need to write out and hopefully it will make me feel better.The first major thing that is going on is that i am ( Read more... )