ha ha lets see here what is the best way that i can put this hmmmm i guess i can just bluntly say it i am PMSing liek a mother fucker everything is getting on my nervs, and everything is up setting me.I hate when i get like this i feel so outta controll.And i get angry at the littlest things.Like this past week i keep feeling like dan flirts too ( Read more... )

Today was a really good day i went to bishop park walked montie around and got ice cream and hung out with some friends and then i stopped by dans house and he asked me to go to the movies with him so i said yes ya know i figured it would be something nice to do.we havnt gone to the movies in liek a month so i was excited but the movie at the end ( Read more... )

ok babe here is my live journal i want u to read it all the time i want u to get a better understanding of thigs that i just cant say or wont say please read all u like im really letting u in on some really personal thoughts of mine BUT u must comment on every passge that u read that way i know what u read and what u think about what u read ok LOVE ( Read more... )

i swear this journal keeps me sane.Dan omg dan well here we go i can see that i have a big jealousy problem and i hide it all the time but the latest person i have been getting jealous of is his ex rachel and its the fact that i have to hear about her a lot lately yea i get she made dan be better to girls yea shes just liek one of the guys ya know ( Read more... )

Well since i last wrote many things have happened. Last weekend i spent it all with dan i stayed at his house with my friend gayle and heather. Dan and i really got a chance to talk even tho i was drunk i spilled everything out taht i wanted to marry him one day and that i wanted kids heh wow i cant beliebe i said all that but i am glad taht i did ( Read more... )

I really wish it was as simple as just forgetting. . you see lately all i think about is dan and katie.To here her name erks me big time.I keep thinking about what actually went down that night that they had sex and was it sex to them or was it love was it with a condom was it not with a condom was it planned or wasnt it planned.Is katie in love ( Read more... )

Well lets start this off on a good note. . Prom it was great dan looked great which i knew he would i love him he was such a great date! we danced all night fast and slow.and it made my night taht he was around all those people and still danced with me it made me very happy!Now Monday on the other hand this is where the Fucking A part comes in. ( Read more... )

well today did not go very well for me frist i spilt my food all over me then natalie showed her ass again and jeremy was being a dick like normal and then dam was being mean/GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i hate days like today.i think im gunna start soon tho.i always get upset right b4 i start but still that does not mean that i dont have the right to get ( Read more... )

Well lets see here this weekend has just been awsome for me.Friday i went to military ball and i won queen i was soo happy. and then saturday night i went to clutch cargos i did have a lot of fun untill some idoit shoved his hand down my pants.then today i got to hang out with dan allllll day!ahh i loved it he makes me sooo happy.I went over there ( Read more... )

Hmm well today was a good day at school for me and im am all good with sfc burton and maj peppins again.Maj said i should have came and talked to him instead of just staying away from every one . . . but natalie on the other hand i unno if she is my friend or not i wanna say that she is but every time we start being friends she always ends up back ( Read more... )