I don't understand.

Enlisted.
Proud.
Scared.
Lonely.
Upset.
Confused.
Strong.
Strong.
Strong.

I'll be ok.

So far this summer is ridiculous ( Read more... )

hibernation works.
cuz no ones around to influence you.

sup, all better?
=)

Im going into hibernation.
you probably wont see or hear from me for a couple weeks.

if I smile and wave at you in the hallway,
its fake.

If I care about you,
Ill call you when im better.

all better.

later
rather than sooner, im thinkin.

Lukas and I broke up today
but its okay,
because we decided we rushed into it
and we're still best friends <3
so its for the better
im happy.
plusss if its 'meant to be' something will happen later on.
im content for now.
and I want summer.
real bad.
=]

hey.
so sometimesss in my life, I:
-have an '04 Pontiac Sunfire,[Veronica]<3 just for me
-have a job, finally
-have a boyfriend. Lukas<3 dig him.

& get so pissed at myself because im not happy.
how can I possibly be not happy right now?

god damn.

I'm pretty excited.
Today I'm helping Ellen get ready for prom, then my ma's taking me shopping, then I'm hanging out with Jordan.
Tomorrow I'm meeting boy.

=]

Why are iced capps so amazing?

I've taken up painting + I love it.
Yesterday my dad said, and I quote:
"You know as soon as you get a job and your license you're getting a car."
So I should probably get on that.

I wish summer would come faster.