Alright so I know you people still have this stupid LJ on ur friends list but w/e I need a place to vent other than my other LJ! UGH SHIT SUCKS WITH MICHAEL! i hate the military so much bc it pulls him away from me non stop but I have to suck it up and get over it and pull through like I promised... I really wanna marry him It's just so hard ( Read more... )

it's been sooo long since i updated in here it's sad i know! I miss cali and my daddy and everything. I'm having problems with my boyfriend and i wish everything would get better but i ahve a feelings it's not going to until i move in with my dad... My boyfriend has every right to be pissed and i understanda nd feel soo bad about what i did i ( Read more... )

Last Cigarette:: a very long time ago ( Read more... )

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ya... My uncle eric and his gf lori got here today(yesterday since it's like 3 am)... It was nice to see them.... I miss them... I wish they could stay longer they leave at like 8 am (thats when the flight leaves)... They brought alot of kool things cherry cidar.. gummy bears... a pillow and blamket (dont ask)... and FIREWORKS!!!!! yay! I set off ( Read more... )

well today was interesting woot woot! I get to go to my aunts next week and my uncle comes for liek a day and than leaves! yay great of him he doesnt even wanna stay after driving the car across country! wow i love how messed up my family is!

wow i love Dave! yay!

Congrats with britt shorr on the bf too!

okay i'm done!

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( survey! )

okay so i know i dont update that much anymore but we all can get over it... so today i was talking to Tim and he makes me sooo damn happy! i love him like no other! Anyway he is such a great guy and amazing and he wow idk!

I LOVE DAVE! HE MAKES ME SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY! WOW HE ASKED ME OUT AND WOW I LOVE HIM AND IM SO HAPPY HE ASKED ME! WOW! I HAD ( Read more... )

hahaha! yea I went riding today it was fun as hell! my mom makes me soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nervous on the track though! I actually caught some air! woot woot! after being almost being hit 3 times! lmao! once by the ( Read more... )

For some weird reason i just feel like crying! Someone save me! I'm a loser! GAWD!! :'( I need to write a poem but for some reason i just cant i think i've lost my touch i really do it's like gone and never coming back isnt it!? omg that would suck soo bad! I need it back like now!

<3 samy <3 ( Read more... )