thursday is my birthday. the big 2-0.
i'm getting a massage and a tattoo.
that's all i really want.
i would like to see some friends, but we'll see if that happens.
for some reason my friends take it offensively when i neglect them to go to school/study.
sorry. =/

I got my wisdom teeth out yesterday.
I'm pretty out of it from the hydrocodone,
but if anyone wants to keep me company for the Pistons game tonight,
please call me and come over :)

omfg.

goodbye.

some dude left me a really weird voicemail today.

but,

im sorry,

i dont know who you are.
didnt leave a name or number.

and i had my phone off so i can't view it as a missed call.

[''[[''[i feel extremely alone in this world of nothing]'']]'']
['['['i cannot wait until happiness fills me once again']']']
'[['i am useless right now']]'

i dont care about much anymore.
i am a loyal person and always will be.
thats all that really matters.
im sick of being irritated.
im ready to live life.

i like today.
mhm.

dandelions

new paths await
reasonable dreams
& love
lots and lots of it.

today has been filled with bad luck.
multiple events of bad luck on my part.
frustration dug myself into a massive hole.
my heart is in a million little pieces.
i guess thats what i get.
no...what i deserve.
crash and fucking burn.
i love my life so much.

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