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Jun 19, 2005 22:01

i dont even want the goddamn bear anymore. My stomach is sick. my heart is poisoned with hate, distrust. I feel like i'm stuck in a fucking MTV sitcom and i'm the emotional one who cries alot. Boo fucking hooo. I am a piece of shit. No really, i'm not kidding, i am a steaming pile of crap. My cousin said it best. "Are you the person your capable ( Read more... )

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pierced_eyes June 20 2005, 13:28:10 UTC

im sorry.

Crazy! hatethislove June 20 2005, 20:38:16 UTC

It's Crazy how things tend to work out, but the reason you are going to jail hopefully is in the past and will stay there. Also funny how she keeps talking to you but you are going to go to jail on her behalf. I know in my heart that you can and will change, but I know that you have to want to , and wanting to means leaving everything in the past women, friends, drugs, and trouble. Hanging out with certain people will only result, in jail, missery, and a lost soul, you should take time out and find who you are and what you want to be. Not just talk about it actually do it. Don't ever be sorry or regreat things that you have done in the past just look at them and change them, know that you can and will be better then that, then people will look at you and be respectfull. An also proud of you. I know that you can be what ever you want, if you were to just try and you will find with out the drama and people being mad at you all the time, that there is love out there and probally a great girl to share it with, HONEY KEEP YOUR HEAD UP.. ( ... )

pierced_eyes June 21 2005, 00:00:30 UTC

god damn you can not just keep your nose out of anyones damn business can you... i mean its not technically "our" buisness anymore but you could at least have the common fucking curtisy to fucking keep your mouth shut... oh wait... i guess that would make me a hipocrit now wouldent it. fuck. god damn i just dont know when to stop running my mouth... but as seeing as were on the subject of not shutting up. dont fucking ... ugh.. i have nothing more to say im just going down to your level, maybe you just dont know what this all feels like as seeing as your with the man of your dreams and life is fucking perfect for you ( ... )

not_dave June 21 2005, 01:47:43 UTC

you know this wouldn't be easy, stay positive, even if it's like well i'm only going to jail for a few months compared to a few years. well whatever, you should stop by more often