i listen to songs that remind me of you. sappy, crybaby songs. i even made a slide of pics of you and me and our life to the song all over you by the spill canvas. i wonder every day how i am going to live through the next day. each day is the same. i think about suicide and what good it would do for me to just be gone. all this over the way i feel ( Read more... )

So It's been quite a while. I haven't had internet since I moved out of my house in Highland Square. I'm in Cleveland right now after a long day @ Cleveland Pride! It was fab!!!! I had such a great time hanging with my girls one last time! I even got my pic taken with Jenny and Kimberly Locke! YAY ( Read more... )

Well after a long long long ass weekend, Miss Ohio USofA is finally over. I did not win, but I had a fantastic and stressful weekend. I met a lot of great people from all over Ohio that I can now call friends. People that I know when I go out of town with Mackenzie or Danyel and can just be able to say hey girl, and party down with them. I was very ( Read more... )

So I'm stressin! My gown is pretty much done thanks to Kenz, and lets just say it's SICKENING ( Read more... )

So I was just approved for a 1 bedroom here in Highland Square. I'll be moving May 1st. Thank GOD! I really thought that I was going to be homeless! :) Praise Jesus for helping my sorry ass out! :) I dunno if I'll have cable or internet for a while, but oh well.

yay! :)

I really am stunned. This is about the time where I am usually getting my shit packed and ready to head back to Cedar Point. I'm really going to miss another crazy summer with all those boys. All of our Johnny Rockets Theme Nights. I know that Lawrence and Lewis will do a fabulous job making sure everyone has a blast this summer. I just can't stop ( Read more... )

SO yesterday was probably the shittiest day at work i've had as of yet. i must say that the lunch shift went fabulous...but as soon as our GM got there to close, it all turned to hell. I had to train a new girl..she was great, and basically my bitch for the night. i got out at like 1015 so i could get home to go out, and they closed Route 8 because ( Read more... )

So KC went out of town to get some trade, and he asked me to watch Reagan. I miss that lil shit sooo much. He has been so good too. He goes outside, does his thing and comes back in and lays down. This is the kind of dog i need in my life. Logan is a shithead and won't do anything i say..grrr...i wonder how much its gonna cost me to get Reagan back ( Read more... )

i need to get laid....SOON!

I talked to this HAAAWT boy at the Belt tonight.... I met him through Mark...and i think that Richard knows him too...Jack...in the show at Centennial this summer @ CP...too hot for words..omg

i still need to get laid...ASA Fuckin P!

grrrr

ni ni bitches

Crowbar in Sandooky is opening back up and there are pics of me, Jacob, and Lil Josh on the site....some goodies lol! :)

http://www.sanduskycrowbar.com/Events.htm