my life was nice and it was happy
i miss that
oh wait u cant miss something that never existed
i hope the corps changes that idk idc something that would make me happy would be nice

NOT! the only ppl that ever say they like me are girls that look like they got beaten to near death with The ugly shouvel and gay guys, yep i said it, gay guys, another friend came out to me! how fuckin lovely! this is such bullshit for once could it be a hot chick or someone i could actually talk to!? but nooooooo its gotta be only but ass ugly ( Read more... )

school is over in 9 days
and
i ship out in 2 months and 13 days
god it wont slow down
and
im soo not happy
so lonely
so everything
i havent felt that touch of love or a women in like what almost a year
how sad is that
im a disgusting excuse for a human being

its been a long ass time since ive used this thing ( Read more... )

its goin good ( Read more... )

tryin to get a fuckin job
god dammit

FINALLY!
i got a girlfriend
:)!!!!
i cant wait to see her after school again
i wanna kiss her ohhh so bad again

i need a new life
this one is killing me

oh and btw
i have no fuse so if i blow up on u im sorry
im just very angry lately and i set off at the smallest shit

oh and i almost forgot
ive gotten about
one hour of sleep in the past four days
:(

bekah i didnt get the hernia cause of what u thought apparently ( Read more... )

1. I am part of a Distract Championship team :-D ( Read more... )