truth

[realio]

i think i found it tonight

i tried. i did. i really did.

best of luck to liz and nigel.

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Serioulsy?

[anonymous]

speachless

its sad and sickening..

[byondhapines]

when people are fakes, liars, and cheats. Its the sickest feeling in the world to feel gutted by the person you though you once loved or care deeply for.

I know how a "im sorry" feels even if they are coming from the sincerest of friends. It makes no difference. It heals no pain.

Unfortunaly there are only massive words of faith and hope from people who know where you are and can relate, and time. I dont have to say this because even you know, that you'll move on eventually. These things wont kill you even though it makes you believe you'd be better off that way. I know we've had our share of ups and downs, and even though i am a gazillion miles away, i am here for you...as much as anyone could be.

I really do hope that you'll make it up for christmas and new years.

-b

Re: its sad and sickening..

[realio]

i dont know if its all that dramatic. I just tried to deal with things and everything blows up in my face and i end up walking home with nothing resolved.

it makes me just want to quit. and if i dont have my 2 best friends whats the point?

i appreciate your support, and hope things are going well for you (i have NO idea whats going on in your world, sorry :(

Re: its sad and sickening..

[byondhapines]

i realize it might not be that dramatic, but even the smallest things sometimes can reek a large amount of havock if your not emotionally prepared to deal with shit, ya know?

there are always best friends to be had.