well once again it's lil old me writing an entry. i know i should write more but it happens. so i've been working a fair amount but honestly i'm getting to the point where i will find any way not to work. right now i'm doing floor support so i get off the phones and two weeks i called out 3 days knowing it was only gonna count for 1 day and get ( Read more... )

well i seem to do a deal of updating in my car so here we go again. right now i'm on my way tomiddletown with tonya for her news papper run. i actually don't mind it. kinda fun ( Read more... )

i was cleaning ok e-mails and looking at different things. i found this and it made me think of happier times. you can thank vin for this one ( Read more... )

well right now i'm in a car with sarah and shanna and heading down to nyack to go to a bar. for once i'm not driving but i did have a beer plus hypno and henny before we left. so what better time to update ( Read more... )

my grandfather passed today. he had a stroke last week. he got out the hospital and went to a nursing home. today he didn't respond. at that point they called 911, he went into cardiac arrest

things are getting too dam stressfull. i really don't know what to do. i'm trying to get out there and meet new ppl but it's not working to well. i need more people that atleast live near me so i have something i can do. i have a friend out in CT that i know i can hang out with but it's still not the same. the girl danielle that i talked about ( Read more... )

reality check is being an night owl. this should be interesting. normally this is when the random thoughts pop up ( Read more... )

you know working 2 jobs can be hell. and i'v been in it. least i get paid for it and i chose to do it. i work every day since the 30th of oct and its starting to show. i woke up yesterday and could barely move. time to call out cuz i wasn't gonna deal with it. i was so sore. now i see why i like my normal where i can sit on my ass all day. nothing ( Read more... )

ever feel like everyone u know is too busy for u? like no matter what i'd like to do they have better shit to do. well welcom to my world. more false promisses but i guess i should be used to it. idk it feel like they always have shit to do or they aren't around. but i guess theres worst. i have open crib this week and guess who's not gonna be ( Read more... )

you know the song by green day "wake me up when september ends"? well for me it should've been wake me up when october ends cuz i had a month fit for a play in hell. first after finally breaking away from my ex, almost all the girls i talked to gave me the cold shoulder. why? cuz of the bfs. after listening to them go on and on about how i there bf ( Read more... )