So here i am in the sunny state of florida, currently i am bored as hell, but overall its actually been a really good trip. The weathers not bad, and the conferences have been super interesting, im learning a whole lot. There is also the added benefit of getting out of maine and out of my life for awhile...I guess thats just like me isnt it...to ( Read more... )

So im heading to florida tomorrow morning...or technically this morning, depending on how you look at it. I need the week off...i hope it does me some good.

My head has been like a time bomb lately...but i think i am starting to figure some things out...unfortunately, as always, the realization is only half of the battle.

I love you!

Mim

So yeah ( Read more... )

Loneliness is not to stand alone in a room ( Read more... )

Im sick of this feeling, like im looking for something. Or waiting for something. But I dont know what it is, and i have a sinking feeling i will never find it. Its like my insides are ripping themselves apart, im so disoriented and disorganized. I want so badly for someone to save me from myself before its all over and there is nothing left to ( Read more... )

I can't imagine all the people that you know ( Read more... )

Wipe it all away ( Read more... )

So sick of this,

Pathetic excuse for an exsistance

Maybe i had it right in the first place

I had a scary dream last night...chris was cheating on me, and then breaking up with me, but the girl he was cheating on me with was right there and i kept punching her but it didnt seem to affect her. Very strange.....

I feel a little better today though, after some serious thinking, i believe i have figured out what im going to do :)

been over, been over this before
been over and over
been over this before

And over, been over this before

so over this.
Been over this.
So over this.
Been over this.
Over this before

-APC-