ugh i dont know... i seriously dont fucking know anymore

im afraid im going to end up doing something stupid, or end up regreting it, if im even able to do that.

i dont know. everything has been so weird lately. i had a weird conversation/argument with eric last night, i dont even know. but it made me think alot. and it kinda bummed me out, i felt so bad. like i felt like total shit.because i tend to blame.... everything on myself, like when something bad happens, i feel its all my fault. i dont know. i ( Read more... )

Hmm... well. i dont know what to say. things have been so weird lately *sigh* I hate feeling like shit, but yet i still seem to put on my "happy" act for everyone. i think its just because whenever i tell people how im really feeling, they dont seem to really care. Im sick of being so lonely. even with my close friends, i feel so alone. i hate that ( Read more... )

well um yeah. I went to sleep at like 9:30 last night, and got up atlike 11, then went and watched a movie, then got online around 2:30 and went to sleep around 7:30. jeeze, my sleep schedule is all fucked up. oh well. I got up around 10:30 today, caitlin woke me up. hah. then while i wason the phone with her Jeremy called, and he was like "im ( Read more... )

Warped was good, too fucking hot tho. We got to fucking meet Bleed the Dream. aaaaaaamazing. Underoath fucking rocked
Some other bands we saw...
Yellowcard
Story of the Year
Motion City Soundtrack
Taking Back Sunday
NoFX
Bad Religion
Sugarcult
Coheed and mother fucking Cambira, that was juasoriv5a093tyv rehofi amazing...<3<3<3<3 theres more.. just ( Read more... )

i miss joe alot. i talked to him today :( why do people have to move? it sucks. i miss him ( Read more... )

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boo. im updating for Cinn. hah ( Read more... )

You'll be doing a lot of chatting, and most of it will arrive via an interesting out-of-towner you've been dying to connect with. Don't hesitate to make the first move.

*horoscope*

coincidence? hm....thoughts anyone?

wowowowowow. good weekend :) On Thursday night Caitlin came over and then Jeremy did and we hung out for a while, he came back Friday morning, hahahahah and we hung out in our fort. then he left around 4, and then Dezo and Caitlin Turner came over, and we just hung out and went to the cemetary, ahhhhhh it was so scary, and apparently if you stand ( Read more... )