Maybe Cait reads this.. i hope because i have somthing to say to her... I care about you so much, and I really hope you realize that, but sometimes i dont feel like you really care about me, but then i realize you do, but you confuse me somtimes, when i know there is somthing wrong, and you wont tell me, you just keep it bottled up, and its so ( Read more... )

the first few nights it was til 3.
then for one night it was til 6.
today its 2:30 am.... and i cant stop.

infactuated? yes.
happy? yes.
thinking what the fuck is wrong with me? yes.

afflictedxheart: dreta ( Read more... )

wow. its official every guy hates me :(

*puts gun to head*

i hate myself so much right now

its you that im talking about, yeah you. :(

i think ive wasted my time thinking about him, its really not worth it.. he doesnt even care..

i love the ataris, im listenin to them now, they are making me think, but they are also making me very sad.. it sucks :-/

i just dont know what to do... move on or stay on the path im heading?

eeeeeeeeeeee i need to stop thinking about it.. its not helping at all ( Read more... )

myspace is being poopy it makes me sad...

i was sad all day...

i talked to arthur, i miss him, he wrote my postcard today :) woot.

i was on the phone with cinn today for like an hour

i called amie, that was weird..

ughhh summer still needs to kick it up a bit...

ohh and kate called me from richmond...

wow. last night was fun. boring, but it was good to hang out with Cait. I <3 that girl. hahahh she talked to jeremy for liek 2 hours, its was cute, hes a nice guy "Do you like Card games or Board games"haha that was great.. but yyyyeha. we got pickedup by jenny and went to starbucks and got goodies .mm.. aw, i miss hanging out with jenny shes so ( Read more... )