So I thought I was over it, that it was something I could handle, something that I was just going to accept as fact and move on. But I guess it's not one of those things. Maybe I need to vent- to get it out on paper... digital or otherwise...

But I guess it hurts more than I'd like to admit. I guess it hurts more than I thought it would. More than ( Read more... )

Two down, one to go... Rachel was right who needs abs anyway, though at this point they are more healed than not... Well that's not exactly true but I can move now without wanting to die so I suppose that is a major plus ( Read more... )

It's nothing but good right now...

The rest of the world could fade away into oblivion.

I'm sure this is all going to be one huge funny story tomorrow but today was the LONGEST day ever... no lie people, the longest day ever.

My parents fight, I bail them out, drive my brother to school, misplace my keys, demagnetize my credit card, lose my cell phone, and end up with a lovable but very large dog for a while... Some days I swear if I ( Read more... )

 I just don’t know.

Thought of the moment:
The definitions have changed but everything else remains the same. Has anything really changed at all? Or by changing the name do we fool ourselves into thinking that it’s truly different? But is it truly different? And does it really matter? 

It's almost 5 am and I can't sleep ( Read more... )

The weakness implicit in being sick eats away at me.

I’m tired all the time, exhausted in ways I’ve never been before. Simple things that I’ve always done I can’t do now without stopping to nap or just lie down. My body aches constantly, my joints and my muscles hurt like I ran miles and so I can’t sleep no matter how exhausted I am. I’m hot then ( Read more... )