Oho, I'm such a clever little tart! While absentmindedly flipping through my Agenda, I came upon a brief comedic entry dated 22nd February, a Wednesday. Oh, I laughed. This is my writing being reviewed by me. Half of you may not find it nearly so amusing ( Read more... )

I just went through my LJ entries, most of which were dated months and months back. They're so sad, so depressing... there are a lot that are diary entries that you can't read, if anyone bothers to read. I think I'd prefer it more to find that no one does. In one entry, I discuss my idea of a therapist, which I later visit. It's interesting that, ( Read more... )

I've decided to do a review of the Warrior football games for two reasons: 1.) Matt's defensive captain, so I've got relevance through a player, and (2.) I love the games anyway, so I think I'll review them on my own. Okay, so last night, the 26th of August, at 7:45pm, the Warriors had their first varsity football game of the season. As I'm going ( Read more... )

So apparently MySpace kicked LJ's ass, cause barely anyone participates in this little shindig anymore. So much has happened. I went to Europe for three weeks, and it was good... but extremely rushed! It was tour, tour, walking tour, tour, tour, etc.... Ridiculous, I tell you! I also came home to a boy who later that day became a boyFRIEND, and I'm ( Read more... )

What does it mean when you walk into your own room, and it doesn't even smell like you?

Because it smells like him?

Half the time I know exactly who and what I am, and exactly what I want. The other half, it's all ridiculous isolation and confusion. I know that I am different, in the way that I think and feel towards things. No one had to tell me that. It's shallow that when I am in school, around people, I am able to 'forget' my flawed life for those few hours ( Read more... )

My 10 Layers ( Read more... )

It's been such a long time since I've written in my lj. Things have been overly-dramatic, disappointing, hurtful and rueful. I can't begin to list the things that have happened in recent weeks. But there have also been times that have been fun, loving, sexy, meaningful and bittersweet. Today, my dad told me that I had to have my room packed within ( Read more... )

Prom was SOOOO much fun!!! It was great. I had the best time. Getting ready, pictures, Promendade, the ride, dinner, dancing... talking... it was all so great. I had a blast. And you should go. If you didn't. Who cares if it's 'cliche?' It's a great time, and you won't be able to deny it if you go. Yeah, it was expensive, but it's worth it. You're ( Read more... )

I'm so, so, so happy that I went to UW- Eau Claire this weekend. I'm so motivated to get the fuck out of here now. It's great. I was 22 this weekend. It DOESN'T get better than that, for me. I actually fit in. Now I'm back, and I'm even more depressed than usual. Oh well. You all have no idea. Or maybe you do, and then you identify. Well, good, ( Read more... )