and your swallowing me, whole. whole. i dont even have my feet any more. i look down to find the gold dust of swirling sand.

s w i
 r l i
n g.

to lick my dry lips, i taste the sand grains. they run down my throat, burning and singeing the pink flesh like tequila.
i keep the grains of sand on my tongue thinking of oysters who make pearls. pearls of ( Read more... )

1. all the gardens of the ocean cant be saved by my hands. only the plant with no roots has a need. no roots like no brain cells with memories to hold. i was sniffing my tracks for some sign of life, but i havent left any. my family hasnt left any. no time capsules with favorite toys, or secret letters. no calenders with interesting dates or family ( Read more... )

everything is coming to an end and i know it is. it hits u like a match bursting into flames and u anticipate it, but u never really now wat is going to end up happening. when i think of it coming i think of those memories. memories in my head all fading and being lost like pebbles in the earth that no one ever bothers to count and make sure they' ( Read more... )

I fucking don’t care anymore. Im really tired of caring. Im tired of doing exactly what im supposed to and fucking up. Im tired of being exactly who I am and displeasing everyone. Now im confident of myself and I am told to stop acting like im perfect. Do u remember brain?! Do u remember heart?! Do u remember when id cry myself to sleep, when I was ( Read more... )

the days are becoming too long, the nights too short. my sleep is interrupted too often. my waking hours fade too much. my days have become routine. i wake each morning at dawn. my eyes close late into the night. i find myself searching the skys; always the skys. i look at the stars at night, the sun in the morning. i know there are no answers ( Read more... )

she told me i wasn't an artist. too young she says i am.

.....stabbed me right in the heart

i breathe the water and suffocate in the air. the cool wetness of it releases my soul. water is my element. the beautiful gray, dark ocean of the east coast. the clear, turqoise, caribbean sea. every river, every lake, every stream, every pond, every sea, every ocean; all the waters of the world i love. i devour the water. here, i am helpless. no ( Read more... )

The Tower walls at midnight burn, with fraught desire.
the rocks beneath, are sharp and wet with fictitious blood.
Someone leaps, the other turns, but who is who.
Forget what you want, but don't forget the link that grew me
That travels deeply through me
in the form of every thought that I think.
The loathing and the love,
Bubbling together at the brink ( Read more... )

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Where one was light
Now darkness falls
Where once was love
Love is no more
Dont say goodbye
Dont say I didnt try...

These tears we cry
Are falling rain
For all the lies
You told us
The hurt, the blame

And we wiil weep
To be so alone
We are lost
We can never go home
So in the end
Ill be wat i will be
No loyal friend
Was ever there for me

Now we say goodbye
We say u ( Read more... )