so i've had my phone on silent for four days. and thats the least of my problems right now. but its a fucking problem. and even if i turn it off silent i'll just go right back to it. where did i go wrong?

haven't been doing too good lately if anyone cared. it seems i'm at a dead end road and i can't go back. i'm just stuck here. i don't know what i want to do at all. i dont have the money for school and i havent worked in awhile. i feel like an absolute piece of shit. but i dont do anything about it. how useless can a person really be? i'm just ( Read more... )

I havent posted in awhile. Its because I really havent been depressed that much lately. But I have to say tonight and last night changed everything. I have just been thinking... maybe too much but that happens. Meg and I broke up tonight and i feel fucking miserable... my mom may have a illness... my life is IN THE MIDDLE OF FUCKING NOWHERE. Why ( Read more... )

So today I leave for Seattle. Then tomorrow my brother and I are driving down to Mexico. Should be fun. The reason my brother had to go to Mexico is to drink cause i just turned 18. I dont even drink but its a good enough reason for me to go. I'm supposed to return in a week. But I really doubt thats gonna happen. So I will see everyone soon.

Yeah I know that warmer weather is more comfortable and pretty much better. but it just seems too unatural. its gay.

So everything has been pretty ok. I'm not insane. I have learned to sit down and relax and not have plans every second of the day. Life is much better like that cause then you aren't completly bored all the time ( Read more... )

Nothing is up. Being umemployed is cool. Im not going to go indepth into my life or my situation cause live journal is useless. Check out this pic of the humanzee... Oliver.

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Bat Out of Hell III comes out in 3 days. I'm fucking pumped!

So everything is going good. Off probation finally. Not like it really stopped me from doing anything. Im just glad that its not hanging over me.

I am actually kind of sad that this hysteria is happening. It is ruining friendships it seems and creating entertainment for its readers. :/

Twas a crazy weekend.