Yay Sara is an Aunt! everyone be excited!

yeah so i think i might acutally like him... and i dont want to like him because things would be way too complicated. I have zero time because of volleyball and he works all the time... and plus there is the fact that i really dont know what he wants, this is such a bizzare situation to be in.

and im

blarg i think i acutally might a relationship relationship again? or maybe not, because its harder to find boys now they all went back to school, therefore my dates are getting further and further apart. plus volleyball takes up a lot of time as well. so maybe i dont really want a relationship, but then i always think about being in one? ahh fuck ( Read more... )

kelsey is my bestest friend ever and i love her.

man i smell.

Chris Yost= biggest retard ever, seriously i hate him. Who the hell would hurt kelsey like that? I mean seriously, shes georgous, halirious, her personality is so fun, shes perfect. seriously chris i gave you permission to have her, and you fucked it up really badly. I hope you feel like shit when you realize you made the wrong choice in girls. Not ( Read more... )

i ordered my new court shoes today! they are yellow! i heart them. conditioning this morning sucked so bad, my feet were KILLING me. there is something wrong with them i swear. and plus i sucked it up at practice. so lately i dont know what my guy situation is, because i dont know i wasnt counting on all the things that have gone on with every guy ( Read more... )

uhh yeah im on varsity with kelsey, woo for that. uh my life i guess is suppose to be pretty good right now, but i feel like shit currently. i flippin hate medication.

AH! oh my gosh did that seriously just happen? blarg! Trevor called me and basically if i told you that dream i had about him a few days ago it came true! AH! what the hell should i do!? oh man...i have a smile PLASTERED on my face huge huge huge oh my god.

no seriously what the hell is up with emotions.

why the hell is it that i keep thinking about the two guys i was just suppose to be a tease to, and the one guy i acutally semi got semi serious with i really just dont care about... only i do think about him too just not as much as the other two? god damnit.

i find myself always thinking about him and always wanting to be with him, even if its just once. Im not sure if its because he sometimes pretends he wants me then others doesnt, or if i just want to finish what was semi started. hopefully it isnt because somewhere in my mind i think this might go somewhere, becuase i dont think i want anything to ( Read more... )