my mom sucks... the end

wow and suddenly today I realized that for some reason i thought id be okay with being in a relationship again, and no chris hasnt made me never want a relationship again... its just much more fun doing things the way i want having to balance multiple guys making sure none of them get to cocky and think they have me wrapped around their finger... ( Read more... )

okay forget the fact that its been months since ive updated. my life has gone nuts thats all that can be said about it. i dont know what the hell is going on with me. i went from being some girl who likes to fling around to attempting to hand my heart to every boy who says he likes and i find attractive, ive gone crazy ( Read more... )

uh chris winnik is away from his computer right now so uh im updating?
ah i recall a boy who wanted me to talk about how much i obviously love him... uhh soo i love him? okay got that done with.

volleyball season can kiss my ass, debating about next year. more no than yes.

28 days

butch raper backout of the fight... ohhhh darn.

33 days my friends

hehehe what have i gotten myself into you ask ( Read more... )

fuck it im done. if that wasnt a huge sign to me, then i dont know what is... if this season goes like it is now there is no way in hell you will ever get me to play next year, its not fucking worth it.

Don't listen if you don't want to, they are just suggestions ( Read more... )

Well ladies and boys, summer 04 is offically over as of 12 AM tomorrow morning. Waking up at 6 five days a week, and only having two nights a week to go crazy and get everything out of your system. God this sucks ( Read more... )

I dont want a relationship with you, and i dont want to be your toy... i dont want to be just friends either. i like kissing you...

why did you make this so hard on me.