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I live life being haunted by my wildest desires. Living life with torture feels like the best way to do things. I feel as though I'm waiting to be given the chance to indulge into my infatuation. This is the apex of my life. Some fellow that's tormenting me within in more ways than one. Just some guy. If you're him, I'm not surprised if you've ( Read more... )

I'm up on a computer at 4 AM... It has been a while since I've been this way. ...No, I'm, unusually, not being sarcastic ( Read more... )

My teeth start grinding slightly while my face tries to keep itself from a smirk that's forcing itself along somehow. I always forget everything else around me for these few moments. My hands get sweaty and my heart rate becomes audible within me. I can't keep myself from smiling without looking like a fool. I do all that I can to ignore the reason ( Read more... )

I have been living with my boyfriend, Scott, for nearly a month and a half. I have been meaning to and more-or-less longing to write in this journal ( Read more... )

I'm going to go about this journal entirely separately as I have with my previous ones ( Read more... )

Here I go... Beginning all over again. Sweet, attentive, LiveJournal... The only thing that has always been there for me ( Read more... )