i want my hair cut. way different-something crazy ( Read more... )

It's when I look at others that I realize how truely grateful I am for everything I have.

And I have Brandon.

It's been a while ( Read more... )

i saw a shooting star the other day when driving home. i just looked up, and there it was. you can just imagine what i wished for. my eyes started to tear and it got hard to see.

he still does things like that to me.

I dont like writing with pronouns and overdramatized feelings of emotion. It's all to cliche. I feel like everyone would be able to read right though that. Like I have this desparate need for everyone to know how I feel, and about whom. That I could say things like "I miss him" and everyone would know who I'm talking about.

And I hate living ( Read more... )

south carolina has orange lights shining at night that make it look like the sun is always setting. i love bill with every ounce of my being. i wish sarah luck with everything in her life, because of everyone, she deserves it. carrie, keep drinking hard....we'll party more together next time. much love to graham. he treated me well. i had a long ( Read more... )

It's so funny how, all of a sudden, life will have passed us by. You'll give your daughter a picture of your high school boyfriend. Oh how weird they all looked. Look at their hair. At least you were prettier than your friends. They'll give you that. While she wishes she knew them, wishes she could talk to them like you did, you'll be bombarded  ( Read more... )

Everything emotional is bullshit. Live and let live. I had an amazing time tonight. I wouldn't trade anything or any friendship I have for the world. I can stop giving a fuck what people think. I mean, overcoming that obstacle has been gradual, but I think I can finally just be comfortable with everything that is me. Oh, and I have a car now, watch ( Read more... )

I've found myself extremely bored in the past 2 days. Cabin fever like none other. My family and I played cards for like 3 hours today. At least I never lost power. I just wanna get out.

<3 Monica

P.S. Here comes Ivan.

( hurricanes drive me crazy )

I figured I'd update before I lost power, and sanity.

Well, Thursday was my birthday. I had a good time. Even though I didn't get my license. It's all good. Yesterday I went over to Brandon's and he made me a wonderful dinner and cake. What a wonderful boyfriend <3

I've never felt this loved. I swear I'd give up everything I have just to be with ( Read more... )