I don't even know what to do or say...and I know that even the few that are there for me, can't help me shake this feeling.

I'm fighting an emotional fire, and everyone is throwing more fuel on it.  It is slowly getting out of control.

Well, I been up to a lot lately here it is in point form:  (not in any particular order)

1. Arthritis appointments (at least 1 every 14 days), waiting to book surgery on my ankle.

2. Repairs on our apartment battle, inspectors from the Toronto office are viewing our apartment and accessing the extent of repairs.  As well we have had the Fire ( Read more... )

Well I will be 1 year older tomorrow.  I excited about it, getting older and starting my life.  I feel i'm ready, that I can deal with anything life has in store for me.  I just wish i could jump start it or speed it along.  I'm ready and it get harder waiting for my future.

I'm so stressed right now, I can't even think. I can't wait for the 15th to come. All done, I hope I get somewhat of a break, before work starts again. But I always have something to do.

I having troubles handling it, I feel like crying in class. I feel like hiding when i'm home.  I wish that sometimes I could disappear.

I hate that i am so stress ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at work, and I'm wondering if i should leave. This summer is coming up and I'm not sure if I even want to work here anymore ( Read more... )

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the ( Read more... )

"Leave Out All The Rest"

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent ( Read more... )

Well my dears,

My school year is coming to and end and my job as well for a two months. So I have decide to find work, and lol...it found me. By the end of april it should be a go, and i'm so excited :P

"Lacrymosa ( Read more... )

"Call Me When You're Sober ( Read more... )